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Boring boring boring
Nov. 10th, 2004 04:10 pmGuess what life had been for me lately? BORING! As my Granny would say- nothin' doin', although my cousin's girlfriend had her baby- an 8 pound girl (ouch). I've just been hanging out, not doing too much. Homework and all that crap, but nothing to serious. I have a paper and a test due next week, which I should start on.
I don't know, its just that lately, I've just been on edge. I can tell its getting to be time for me to move on, to get out of school and to start my own life, be my own person. I'm thinking about post-uni life, and I'm looking at moving to either Sacramento or San Francisco. SF is really expensive, but I like the city, and the Polish Restaurants *drools*. I want to live somewhere where there are places I can go to, where I have friends. It feels like my life hasn't started yet, like its in this holding pattern. And I want it to start. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever live an exciting life, if I'll ever fall in love. My friends have always said I'd never find a guy at home, and now here at school, (where I have be unsuccessful as well) they say almost the same things. So I'm hoping a change in scenery, where I was working and fully living my own life would allow me to grow, be a stronger person. One who would be able to, say, ask a guy out to coffee (not that I'm currently spineless. Oh no, I'm yellow!) But I just need to grow up, and I don't think I've reached that stage yet.
I don't know, its just that lately, I've just been on edge. I can tell its getting to be time for me to move on, to get out of school and to start my own life, be my own person. I'm thinking about post-uni life, and I'm looking at moving to either Sacramento or San Francisco. SF is really expensive, but I like the city, and the Polish Restaurants *drools*. I want to live somewhere where there are places I can go to, where I have friends. It feels like my life hasn't started yet, like its in this holding pattern. And I want it to start. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever live an exciting life, if I'll ever fall in love. My friends have always said I'd never find a guy at home, and now here at school, (where I have be unsuccessful as well) they say almost the same things. So I'm hoping a change in scenery, where I was working and fully living my own life would allow me to grow, be a stronger person. One who would be able to, say, ask a guy out to coffee (not that I'm currently spineless. Oh no, I'm yellow!) But I just need to grow up, and I don't think I've reached that stage yet.
